Tuesday, February 14, 2012

valentines day

the wind howls giving warning to the storm coming to rage its fury against the earth. I ponder as the rain pours down what it represents, and i come to this conclusion. It represents all the singles alone and sad on this day of love. This day is all about love and romance and everywhere they go it's shoved into their faces that another year goes by without a special someone. and the clouds are expressing their pity by crying on earth for us. I must admit i've had those years, those years of depression where yet another year goes by and i'm still alone. where i wonder, is it me? Am i doing something wrong? why am i always so alone.
But this year its different. Yes i still don't have anyone, but this time i don't care. I know a man will not complete me. I realize that all i really need is Jesus and he will give me every I need. He has given me everything I need. I don't need to be dependent on anyone else but Him. and I feel content and peaceful about it. would it be nice to have someone who loves you in romantic way? sure, but i will wait for Gods timing and until it happens i'm going to live my life with joy! :) So Happy Valentines day everyone!!

2 comments:

  1. Hey Sis, you still have time! Ryan's sister didn't get married untill she was almost 27. I love you so much!

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  2. awww thanks rachel!! :) and yeah i'm really not in any hurry to get married. :) i know God has the perfect plan for me and it will happen in His time. :) i love you too!!!

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