So after my previous posts, people have been coming to me asking if everything is ok and why I said I didn't want to get married and telling me not to give up on love, etc. I'm really ok. I don't have a broken heart seeing as I've never had a boyfriend. That story was not about me. It was about an old friend of mine. And the things I said about never falling in love was done rashly. I guess I was depressed about my sister going off and getting married and leaving me behind. It's hard, especially since we've lived together for 25 years and now everything is changing. I admit I'm scared of change. But don't get me wrong; I'm sooo happy for my sister that she found someone who's so good for her and I know one day that will be me. I always thought we'd kinda fall in love at the same time but I've realized our story lines are different and things don't happen the same. :) I love Esther sooo much and I'm so glad to have been there to watch her grow. :)
And remember everyone, you are all so wonderful and beautiful! And if you're going through a hard time, just remember you are amazing and it will get better. You are loved and whatever you've done that you wish you could take back, please don't dwell over it, you are loved. Just remember we all make mistakes but if we confess those mistakes and ask for forgiveness, you will be forgiven. God loves you all so much and his grace is sufficient. I also love you so much, and I suck at holding grudges and I will always forgive you, and I hope you can forgive me for all the stupid things I've said and done. To all my friends, thanks so much for loving me for who I am, no matter how crazy I can be. Thank you God for being my savior.
Friday, June 28, 2013
Sunday, June 23, 2013
Something not as depressing
I know my last few blogs have been kind of depressing and extremely personal, which I'm sorry for.
So I'll try and make this one more light warming for you. Life has been crazy busy recently with lots of changes. First off, my twin sister Esther got engaged!!!!! :) yay! I'm the maid of honor which means I get to help plan stuff like food and bachelorette parties (which I really need to get a move on with. Anyone wanna help plan the bachelorette party?) I cannot wait for the wedding! It'll be so fun. There will be food and dancing and great fellowship! That reminds me, anyone want to be my hot date? ;)
Also a few more random things. I've been to the movies so much this summer! I've seen Fast 6, Star Trek, man of Steele and world war z. I recommend them all especially Star Trek.
I've developed an obsession with all things peach. We have a new peach syrup at Starbucks and I put it in everything!!! Sooooo good! 😍
I'm pretty sure there's a guy at work who's stalking me. Little creepy not going to lie. He knows my car and knows if I'm here or not just by checking to see if my apron is there or not. He walks by my department any chance he gets and stops to chat. I've hung out with him only twice but I have only always seen him as a friend. He is a nice guy but he doesn't believe in God and he swears a lot so I know I could never be with him.
Ok what else? I got a dress and shoes for Esther's wedding for under 40 bucks and they're super cute too! I'm excited to try them out. It'll be so fun! :) lalalala I have really been wanting to buy a gun. I think it'd be awesome to learn to shoot. Maybe I could become a cowgirl someday. I got to hold a real sword on Friday. It was pretty bomb.com. I swung it around like I was a ninja or a pirate and nearly stabbed myself but it was worth it. I'm just glad I didn't hurt Tory when I was swinging like crazy. I imagined I was fighting off zombies or monsters or something way cool. I have decided its fun to burst into song randomly and see what people do. Some laugh while others just think I'm a crazy lady. Which I may be just a little bit. Hehe. Ok time for bed. I'm sleepy. Hope you get joy from this post.
So I'll try and make this one more light warming for you. Life has been crazy busy recently with lots of changes. First off, my twin sister Esther got engaged!!!!! :) yay! I'm the maid of honor which means I get to help plan stuff like food and bachelorette parties (which I really need to get a move on with. Anyone wanna help plan the bachelorette party?) I cannot wait for the wedding! It'll be so fun. There will be food and dancing and great fellowship! That reminds me, anyone want to be my hot date? ;)
Also a few more random things. I've been to the movies so much this summer! I've seen Fast 6, Star Trek, man of Steele and world war z. I recommend them all especially Star Trek.
I've developed an obsession with all things peach. We have a new peach syrup at Starbucks and I put it in everything!!! Sooooo good! 😍
I'm pretty sure there's a guy at work who's stalking me. Little creepy not going to lie. He knows my car and knows if I'm here or not just by checking to see if my apron is there or not. He walks by my department any chance he gets and stops to chat. I've hung out with him only twice but I have only always seen him as a friend. He is a nice guy but he doesn't believe in God and he swears a lot so I know I could never be with him.
Ok what else? I got a dress and shoes for Esther's wedding for under 40 bucks and they're super cute too! I'm excited to try them out. It'll be so fun! :) lalalala I have really been wanting to buy a gun. I think it'd be awesome to learn to shoot. Maybe I could become a cowgirl someday. I got to hold a real sword on Friday. It was pretty bomb.com. I swung it around like I was a ninja or a pirate and nearly stabbed myself but it was worth it. I'm just glad I didn't hurt Tory when I was swinging like crazy. I imagined I was fighting off zombies or monsters or something way cool. I have decided its fun to burst into song randomly and see what people do. Some laugh while others just think I'm a crazy lady. Which I may be just a little bit. Hehe. Ok time for bed. I'm sleepy. Hope you get joy from this post.
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