So after my previous posts, people have been coming to me asking if everything is ok and why I said I didn't want to get married and telling me not to give up on love, etc. I'm really ok. I don't have a broken heart seeing as I've never had a boyfriend. That story was not about me. It was about an old friend of mine. And the things I said about never falling in love was done rashly. I guess I was depressed about my sister going off and getting married and leaving me behind. It's hard, especially since we've lived together for 25 years and now everything is changing. I admit I'm scared of change. But don't get me wrong; I'm sooo happy for my sister that she found someone who's so good for her and I know one day that will be me. I always thought we'd kinda fall in love at the same time but I've realized our story lines are different and things don't happen the same. :) I love Esther sooo much and I'm so glad to have been there to watch her grow. :)
And remember everyone, you are all so wonderful and beautiful! And if you're going through a hard time, just remember you are amazing and it will get better. You are loved and whatever you've done that you wish you could take back, please don't dwell over it, you are loved. Just remember we all make mistakes but if we confess those mistakes and ask for forgiveness, you will be forgiven. God loves you all so much and his grace is sufficient. I also love you so much, and I suck at holding grudges and I will always forgive you, and I hope you can forgive me for all the stupid things I've said and done. To all my friends, thanks so much for loving me for who I am, no matter how crazy I can be. Thank you God for being my savior.
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