Thursday, September 27, 2012

Heartache, and disbelief

So this past week I've had to deal with things I've been reluctant to deal with. I found out about a year ago that there has been damage in our family when I was growing up. But of course I ignored it and didn't confront the parent that did all this. I just hoped by not talking about it, it would go away. But of course it didn't go away. and it has come to the point where i have to be strong and admit the truth. The truth that my sisters are not lying, and even if it means getting cut off from my parents, I have to do the right thing. The truth is, God is the only parent that I need. He will always be there for me. He will never let me down, and he will always protect me from things i cannot handle on my own. Yes it will be painful, and it will be so hard, and it will take a long time for me to heal, but I know with God's help and my incredible sisters and friends it will get better. So pray for me and my family. Pray for God's restoration and healing to pour onto us. And if you do want to know the details you can certainly ask me, and I can tell you, but only if you really really want to know, because honestly it's hard. Because we all need people and we all need someone to share our heartaches with us so we don't become isolated and alone. and just so you know, I am always here if you need someone to talk to.

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